~Deeva~ advanced member
Posts : 176 Join date : 2009-07-28 Age : 59 Location : Somewhere in the USA
| Subject: Was it all because of me.... Fri Aug 07, 2009 4:48 am | |
| Was it All Because Of me....My dad died of cancer, and now I want him home. He left me crying at his bedside and now I'm all alone.
What did I do wrong, was it something that I said? Didn't he know I loved him, as he lay there dying in his bed?
I begged him not to leave me, but I don't think he heard. 'Cause he closed his eyes suddenly, and he didn't utter a word.
Momma said it's my fault, said I was being bad. And said if I didn't shut it, I would wish that I had.
She dragged me to the corner with tears in my eyes. She said I wasn't good enough, to bless him with good-byes.
I pleaded with her 'Momma, I love him too.' But she pushed me away, and said 'It's all because of you!'
Maybe I was a bad girl, someday I will see. He will tell me then, if it was all because of me.
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mazzie advanced member
Posts : 196 Join date : 2009-07-28 Location : Bonnie Scotland
| Subject: Re: Was it all because of me.... Fri Aug 07, 2009 2:29 pm | |
| aw deeva, that is so beautiful and moving. Thank you for sharing it....................... I'm in tears here gal. | |
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~Deeva~ advanced member
Posts : 176 Join date : 2009-07-28 Age : 59 Location : Somewhere in the USA
| Subject: Re: Was it all because of me.... Fri Aug 07, 2009 3:44 pm | |
| No need Mazzie, one thing I have realised over the years, through all the hardships and tears, theres a lesson to be learned, Life is what it is, you live and you learn, accept it or give up.. the choice is ours! | |
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mazzie advanced member
Posts : 196 Join date : 2009-07-28 Location : Bonnie Scotland
| Subject: Re: Was it all because of me.... Sat Aug 08, 2009 7:49 am | |
| Good on ya...................... | |
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